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what the fuck?
“If you love me, you would change for me”
I just remembered that she said this to me yesterday.
Seriously? That is just fucked up.
*breathes in
I actually feel…free
The weight on my chest is completely gone
Well, I can’t say that I’m feeling good because I don’t but even though I came in today knowing I was going to be walked out on again, I feel free from it.
That was the last shot I had to give and now I can walk off knowing that I did what I can to fix things.
Speechless
Really don’t know what to say at the moment or feel.
Why run away?
Just stay for a while and stand strong.
Birthday
All this talk about my birthday and presents is getting me excited but freaked out at the same time. I don’t like all this attention on me, don’t get me wrong sometimes I do like attention but eh. For any of those who are reading this don’t let it affect you. *cough mark
Just felt like this should be on my blog.
- Friend: I it normal to cry like this?
- Me: Yes
- Friend: Did you cry when things didn't turn out well before with girls?
- Me: I never cried before (after year 1). The only times I ever cried was when I left family in Chile or Canada and that was very little. The only time I have cried was after the break up and even then when I felt like crying, just crying and crying I couldn't cry for over a minute which killed me. I wish I could cry though.
huh…
Passed week I decided that I’m going to try and not ask people how they are. Not because I don’t care for them but because they are going to ask me how I am and lately I just really don’t feel like lying to people anymore.
I have the feeling of letting everything out but I can’t form the words together, there’s also some things I don’t want people knowing.
I can control myself of course but I just have to say that I’m not good with “not good”, “meh” or “eh”. When I reply with that then the mood instantly goes down, they get worried and blah blah blah.
Basically what has happened is that I lost myself for a very short while and it scared the fuck out of me. Someone asked me something about myself and I just completely forgot about it, it was like…I dunno I guess the best way to describe it was just like my older post. When I look around I don’t see anymore.
I know it’s going to go back the way it used to be, I know that for sure but at the moment, the actions I took are killing me.
Gifts
I’ve been looking for uni sex or male jewelery that holds meaning to cultures or religions and stuff but I don’t think I will like it if I bought it for myself. I think I would like it if someone bought them for me, to me it holds a lot more meaning for me.
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[Flash 10 is required to watch video]I love this video so much:D
SUCH FUCKING PERFECTION!
OMG YES
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More Smiles.
Guardian Angel. :) thats pretty damn kool.“ok i love how amazingly supportive and beautiful hearted u are, i dont think i have ever met anyone as good hearted as you before, u tell me nothing but the truth even if it means u have to spill a little bit of a secret n i can trust u completly with everything i say n do, i honestly look at you like my guardian angel :) watching over me n protecting me from doing things u know i shouldnt do and things i shouldnt waste my time on haha
i hate how graphic ur tumblr page is LOL but i love it at the same time cause its such a you thing hahaha :)”
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